Dec 30, 2007
Dec 12, 2007
*sigh*
First of all - merry christmas and bah humbug - christmas has never been a fun holiday for me and this year it seems i am having issues with all of my friends ... so it must me be but ... why?
why don't they like me anymore?
yeah ... that is my 5-yr-old inner child speaking but that is how i feel sometimes ... like all i do is tick people off but i don't know what i'm doing to make them so upset ...
i dont want to be obsessive and drive myself and everyone else insane ... i need to learn from my mistakes but i do need to be told what they are ... am i having blanks where i dont remember things i say "or am i losing my mind"
why don't they like me anymore?
yeah ... that is my 5-yr-old inner child speaking but that is how i feel sometimes ... like all i do is tick people off but i don't know what i'm doing to make them so upset ...
i dont want to be obsessive and drive myself and everyone else insane ... i need to learn from my mistakes but i do need to be told what they are ... am i having blanks where i dont remember things i say "or am i losing my mind"
Dec 10, 2007
I Know - It's All My Fault
... but what did I do?
My friends are very important to me and I can be a fiercely loyal friend. But sometimes it seems that the more I let my guard down - my depth of emotion can overwhelm people. I seem to drive people away. :(
My friends are very important to me and I can be a fiercely loyal friend. But sometimes it seems that the more I let my guard down - my depth of emotion can overwhelm people. I seem to drive people away. :(
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